March 2010
6 posts
This is the end.
Fin.
"She's like a moose"
I like making lists, so here is one for today.
1. Get through the day, get to the rally in time for the photo.
2. Try not to get hostile in Comm
3. Go to the mall to return some stuff at New York & Co
4. Hit a large bucket at the golf range
5. Have lunch with Joel
6. Go to the gym
7. Start my critique paper from Crim
8. Hit Trader Joes for healthy foods
9. Find someone to watch Alice...
Cumshot
Joelbear: YOU JUST GOT CUM SPLAT
Me: I don't see anything. The boy in the wheelchair ALWAYS stares at me.
Joelbear: My semen is transparent. He's probably looking at your weird ass neck.
Me: And apparently, so is your dick.
Cute without the E
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens. A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins. I will never ask if you don’t ever tell me. I know you well enough to know you never loved me.
Why can’t I feel anything from anyone other than you?
I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason: I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life.
I mean,
you can’t experience everything by reading about them in novels.
February 2010
42 posts
escape
You don’t know this because I made it private, but I totally just wrote a post all about you. Sometimes, it just gets old.
Anonymous asked: Why do you like her so much?
The truth is, I never knew I would like her as much as I do. When we first met, I thought she was the prettiest girl I’d ever seen, and I thought she was much older than me and the coolest girl in existence. She was that girl who knew everybody and had tons of friends. She had style and was really playful. She put me in a nervous trance, that...
Ghost you know
There’s a room in my house where I stumble over a memory. There’s a light in the night and I wonder if you’ve come back for me. Well it’s a little too late to say sorry, but don’t be so hard on me. Ghost, you know I can’t go back.
Come like a whisper in silence, a brush on my skin. A shadow that flies by door, I’m wanting more. Well it’s a little...
“I will follow you like the North Star if you sing to me like the sirens.”
“Errrrrday I’m tumblin, errrrrday I’m tumblin.”
My Konstantine
Anonymous asked: What songs make you lose it? The ones that if you listen to, they take you back to a certain time and place, and you remember exactly how you felt?
I’ve always found the power of music to be really amazing. Think about it. A 3 minute song can alter your mood so much. It can take you back to a very particular time and place, and for those 3 minutes, you’re not here,...
Of all the gin joints in the world
You only hold me up like this cos you don’t know who I really am. Sometimes I just want to know what it’s like to be you. We’re making out inside crashed cars. We’re sleeping through all our memories. I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive, now I only waste them dreaming of you.
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness, cos all of our moves make up for the...
I just don’t know. I just don’t know. I just don’t know.
Valentine's Day Part Duex
So, it was not like I wanted it to be. It’s funny how quickly opinions can change. I went from being excited to celebrate this day of love and romance, to not wanting to wake up to the real world. All day, people of all sorts would go into my work and you could tell how they felt. Groups of guys would walk in, all talking about their afternoon dinner plans, while the one bitter guy who did...
Vanessa:
hehee
you're cuteee
and yes, i will marry you
don't worry, i know you didn't ask
so i'm telling you
Zachary:
ahahaha I love you too much
it's redick
Vanessa:
i knowwww
Zachary:
Vanessa:
trust me, i feel it in my bones
Zachary:
ahh!
you stop it right now
right now
fuck it sucks that we're gay ;-p
Vanessa:
bahahaha
trust me, i could get that thing to work;]
we both know it
Zachary:
muahahaha
Vanessa:
i don't know why you fight it so much
“I’m such an animal. Cos baby honestly, these teeth won’t let you go.”
Ciao!
Last night I bought 2 tickets to see Broken Social Scene in San Francisco in May. I’m pretty excited for it! It’s going to be an amazing show! I’m planning on booking a hotel tonight, and while my mom prefers we fly over, I would rather drive and see the country side. Renee and I promised we’d go together, that we’d go no matter where we are 3 months. Even if...
Valentines Day
So Valentine’s Day is right around the corner. Up until 3 years ago, I never really cared for the holiday besides looking forward to “Cupid Cupcakes” at school. The day before, we would spend the last half of the school day decorating our Valentine’s Day boxes and bags, gluing ridiculous amounts of construction paper hearts all over them, and trying to cut out perfect sized...
While laying in bed, this song came on and all our...
“I don’t want him to be my fucking valentine.”
– Yasmin
Reading the World
So in my Comparative World Literature class, one of our first assignments was to interview someone in class, preferably someone we didn’t know, and get to know them a little bit. Their full name, hometown, major, uniqueness, favorite foods, etc. Anyways, Joel and I were partners. He wrote this poem about me while under the influence of Tia Juana.
Vanessa Lochnessa, Monster of See! Wittier...
DD Stacy
I haven’t written on this thing lately, well at least anything public. School started again, and I’m glad I have something to keep me busy. I have Joel in 2 classes and that’s really neat, for our first project in Comparative World Literature, we had to get to know someone and I guess present it to the class? I don’t know really, I sort of dozed off during the instructions,...
January 2010
17 posts
Curls
Broken Social Scene and The Notwist got me through my last heart break. This will be no different.
Off by heart
The stars are aligned, but they don’t align for us. Excuse me for I am the ocean, and I will starve for you. Will you know how to stay brave? Such fragile moments we share. You are my everything, even with nothing to say.